Lately, these are the things I have been feeling. I believe the term I have been using is "Biting of more than I can chew". I feel so confused and lost lately. I'm in such a hurry to make a career out of my life, that I haven't actually sat down to complete the steps. I feel I'm all over the place, that I'm back to the beginning. I have drifted away from so many of my goals this year and I don't know how to get myself back to them. *sigh* .... Have you ever gotten to this point ???
Deployment, is also on my mind.Though its 6 months away its on my mind. We are already preparing and going to meetings for it. I think that was one of the reasons I took a creative break, is to spend more time with my family. I have been threw several already, and I know how the months can feel like they drag when your loved one is away. Scrapbooking can be a lot of work (lol). Taking pics of your project, uploading it to several places, trying to keep in with the NOW, and submitting. I'm sure you all know what I'm talking about. Unfortunately, I have also been letting others extreme negativity bother me. Which from prior experience doesn't make me a Happy Patty. So with a combination of these things I need to get back to my happy place .... I'm thinking I should start with slowing down and taking one step at a time, maybe weeding out some of that negative energy .... any suggestions??
Thanks for the vent. I normally don't post things like this on my blog, but since I have been taking so many breaks here and there this last month thought I would fill you in on whats been on my mind lately. Already starting to feel much better ....































